I'm just going to tell you what's going on

I'm going to try something new here.  Last year at this time, I had undiagnosed type 1 diabetes and, if you want to call it as such, clinical depression.  But I didn't say anything about what my life was like.  This year I feel almost as bad, but I'm going to try sharing instead of keeping silent.  My parent's old shrink Dr. Paul says anniversaries are big, subconcious drivers of emotion.  I wonder what this is the anniversary of, besides last year.