Seriously

I've gotten back to everyone else; I'm really proud of myself.
Just you haven't heard from me; you should take it personally.

love stupidhead

One way of being depressed is to develop juvenile diabetes without knowing it for a few months, feeling so terrible and lethargic that you stop going out, going to work, and calling your friends. Maybe not having blood sugars four to six times normal levels will make you snap out of it; or maybe you really are a terrible person. Either way, you're probably not even looking for english-speaking endocrinologists in Argentina.

Everything is one thing.
I'm fine.
No joy could ever be enough.

NNHS

The stars of a four-story galaxy,
shining on me,
are reflected in a new pool;
behind the old school
rises the new school.

Sure As Shoeshine: a song about jealousy

#
Darlin be mine
sure as shoeshine
I don't have time
to fool around.
I won't be fine
in the meantime
while you
tool around the town.
#

Take my pictcha
keep it witcha
if you doubt me
just look down.
If some other
guy won't quitcha
show ma pictcha
and ya frown.

##

If ya ask me
for my latchkey
I'll provide it
for ya now.
Just don't say you
can't attach me
while I work
to make you proud.

##

Don't you think you're
clever missy
as I lay my
money down.
If you think that
you won't miss me
I'll be sure to
play you round.

##

If I can't will ya
then I'll kill ya
shoot you up and
shoot you down.
Then I'll sing this
love song to ya
as you lie there
on the ground.

#
Darlin be mine
sure as shoeshine
I don't have time
to fool around.
I can't be fine
in the meantime
while you
lie dead on the ground.
#

If I am this
brutal to ya
I will take my
lesson hard:
hold that barrel
to my navel
and discharge
into my lard.

##

Oh the pain of
dyin slowly
is a thought that
should abound,
in your head please
choose instead of
me in pain
rolling around.

##

I'll just die there
face in your hair
while you stare dead
at the crowd.
Let this be my
lesson to ya
hope you hear me
clear and loud.

##

MW

The last time I saw you when you were still a girl, we played in the waves together on the beach. I remember you futzing with your one-piece bathing suit a lot while I pushed you on the float; but your laughter was sometimes free and you weren't so goddamn tall. Ever since then when I've seen you, you've been doing all you can to be a young woman. I admire your efforts, but you seem very distant and unreachable. I hope, when you're done growing up, we'll still be friends.

Jr

I'm a superman in the making
now I won't be forsaking you.
I'll wear my helmet when I'm raking
but I won't be taking my life for you.

I hate to tell this to you
but I think you'd know that it's true
if you'd just stop quaking in fear.
I hope you wish I was here
I know I wish I was here.
I hope you know I love you
but that I sure ain't through with you.

I got my shoes on
no thanks to you all.
I haven't lost any friends
and no one needs to get the bends
over some stupid shit
that shouldn't make your blood boil
or spoil a summer of toil in the soil.

Obviously
bureaucracy is not for me,
but I assure thee
that politics is my new specialty.
So don't think you're getting off free,
you'll be hearing from me.