I'm not scared
I'm not scared of humiliation or of not surviving! I am still alive this morning I have every reason to belive that this will continue! I am remarkably well connected to the world and many beautiful people in it!
some thoughts on meaninglessness
I half tried some textbroker.com stuff but I gave it all up quickly
because it made my brain feel dead.
I think I'm worried that if I did it much, I might start to think in
search-engine-optomese, which is essentially meaninglessness
masquerading as meaningfulness.
I am way to insecure about meaning to risk thinking my thoughts have
become meaningless;
I think if I thought that I would be crazy.
because it made my brain feel dead.
I think I'm worried that if I did it much, I might start to think in
search-engine-optomese, which is essentially meaninglessness
masquerading as meaningfulness.
I am way to insecure about meaning to risk thinking my thoughts have
become meaningless;
I think if I thought that I would be crazy.